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Man. I love that show, but Elliot Stabler reminds me of the big brother from hell. Just watching him handle his victims makes me feel bad for them, especially when he starts getting rough. I mean, I just watched him shove a guy in a closet with the help of Benson and leave him there. I know, the guy had it coming, but I personally can relate seeing how my brother once zipped me up in a suitcase. I just feel so bad and Elliot, despite how much I love him, always does that sort of thing. It's just awful, but I love it.

I love all things related to Christopher Meloni. He's my favourite actor for the day and I am deeply angered that this episode of SVU has no sign of him. I mean, I'm not used to that really. Normally they at least conveniently take him out somewhere in the beginning but there's not even any sign of that. I can only hope he'll show up toward the end because, I miss him so much right now.

He's like addiction that I should really quit. In fact at one point I had. Right after I stopped watching OZ I was Meloni free for good while if you ignore the fact that I liked to watch the episode of him on Scrubs repeatedly, but then I found out he was on SVU and I was back on it. IT's a terrible addiction I am trying my hardest to quit. I figure as soon as I watch everything there is to watch with him in it I'll be able to walk away.

Not to mention I am a terrible liar, and I love the fact that wtching him makes me giddy. I know, I 'm weird. Whatever.

Oh, and I'd like to say thanks to all the support I got while comatose. Really, if I could have I would have especially for all you folks, but alas, it clearly wasn't meant to be. I give a whole hearted apology and wish everyone else the best of luck.

Alright, so I failed miserably, but honestly I couldn't stay awake. Between cramps, the sickness of coffee and the small fact that I was just tired with no way to stay awake any more well....oh well. Better uck next year.

Ugh. I don't think I can do this anymore. Still going to try though.

For whatever reason I find myself missing the old winnie the pooh. The new thing for it doesn't have Christopher Robin and he was my absolute favourite. Oh well, things change and what not after all.

I'm watching disney and I'm seriously considering just going to sleep after I finish 18 hours. I've never been good at staying up a full twenty four hours and I hardly think today will be the day I change that. But I am still going to try as hard as possible though. Maybe it'll get better when I have people to talk to.

I am getting increasingly tired with no way to fix it. I think I'll play a game online.

I am back and slightly on schedule. Almost kind sort fell asleep and yeah. But I woke up and now I am sitting on my floor rather then my shady couch and I wearing a white button up shirt and my slytherin tie. Not to mention, my knee high black and red socks that my mom hates.

I know why I almost fell asleep too. I got so sick from drinking coffee so now I have to make the next twelve hours without it. Oh well, I think that slight shock to my system was more than enough. Plus I shall find something to keep me busy.